When I’m depressed and my friend won’t shut up about how wonderful her love life is.
#relationships
#love
#life
#friendship
#shut up
#depressed
#lonely
#star wars
#delusions
#c-3po
#r2d2
All I want is his arms around me. But he’s not here so instead I am going to eat an entire tub of ice cream.
#he's not here
#love
#lonely
#his arms
#ice cream
#emma stone
#feels
#pig out
"Four walls box in
desperate shadows;
they suspend from cobwebs
(aching from the ceiling)
trailing through air
as if hair drifting in open water.
The window is ever clamped shut;
no escape there.
So shadows remain:
charcoal echoes.
Alone–
but for a space-heater weeping silently
on the lonely wood floor.
No footsteps tread these tired boards–
Only memories, packed tightly into
the wires of two burnt out light-bulbs
(no energy left to threaten
our elusive remnants.)
Shadows, longing with the doorways,
and the peeling-plaster,
and desk that steals too much floor space,
desiring the same unspoken wish.
No more waiting!
No more reliance on some
unreliable girl.
To move them.
Only the book understands;
abandoned, gathering dust,
on the submissive bedside table.
Its ink collapsing
inside dying pages.
Trying to make sense of
her broken promises,
wistfully remembering the last time
her unpredictable pen
danced across its pages.
Now held,
not by her warm hands
but the lonesome,
gasping,
shadows."
desperate shadows;
they suspend from cobwebs
(aching from the ceiling)
trailing through air
as if hair drifting in open water.
The window is ever clamped shut;
no escape there.
So shadows remain:
charcoal echoes.
Alone–
but for a space-heater weeping silently
on the lonely wood floor.
No footsteps tread these tired boards–
Only memories, packed tightly into
the wires of two burnt out light-bulbs
(no energy left to threaten
our elusive remnants.)
Shadows, longing with the doorways,
and the peeling-plaster,
and desk that steals too much floor space,
desiring the same unspoken wish.
No more waiting!
No more reliance on some
unreliable girl.
To move them.
Only the book understands;
abandoned, gathering dust,
on the submissive bedside table.
Its ink collapsing
inside dying pages.
Trying to make sense of
her broken promises,
wistfully remembering the last time
her unpredictable pen
danced across its pages.
Now held,
not by her warm hands
but the lonesome,
gasping,
shadows."
I tried to write, today.
#attempt at poetry
#my writing
#It's been a while
#writing
#poetry
#poem
#me
#my life
#lonely
#alone
#memories
#shadows
"Some girls drink beer and eat chocolate and ice cream when they feel sad. I drink raspberry tea and pig out on peanut butter and tuna fish."
Maybe that’s why guys find me unattractive.
#I don't relate very well to most people
#eating my feelings
#depression
#lonely
Something that I drew.
